| This made me cry. Seriously Romeo in the book did not sound as romantic as this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2VF4nh7hEeg
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| So i'm just trying to kill time since homework is lame, chores are boring, and i lost enjoyment in playing any games (since i've been doing it for 24 hours. so sad XP)
Lately i've been thinking about relationships. Like how they begin, how they last, and how they end. Yea it's gonna be a deep entry from me but I don't know been on my mind i guess. And i'm not talking about like lovey dovey stuff. Like I think when they begin is the cutest and the craziest thing ever. The awkward hi, the slowly growing conversations, the fact you stay up and it's 2 in the morning and your like... "Must... sleep... but... this conversations.. is awesome..". Then you end up being mad close to the person where your naturally remembering every word, topic, and secret you share. From a lover to a friend, i've always like the beginning stages of a relationship
But man why it has to get so complicated after that is beyond me. Next thing ya know you either hate the person secretly or straight up annoyed at whatever they do. Like "omg this person is givin me horrible advice" or "omg why hasn't he talked to me at all! Is he ignoring me?!". I guess it's just me but I get super annoyed at people when I let them get close to me. Not really annoyed more like trying to find a flaw to drive them away. I guess relationships are complicated afterall =/.
I don't get why though. I mean, can't you just talk. like listen this this this. and then they are like Oh no thats a a mistunderstanding it was that that that or I just want you to have that that that. But it's a game back and forth filled with uncertantiy and questions. The lying back and forth, the smokescreens that block each others true feelings about something. Maybe i'm just saying why doesn't anyone be straight up anymore. It would make relationships either between friends. lovers, or family much more easier to deal with... and much more enjoyable XD.
BTW this is NOT directed at ANYONE it's my own personal rant with myself and I swear if anyone get's idea's like OMG kayla's talkin about me isn't she. Imma slap you. in the face. and rawr. very loud.
Oh btw. Summer Vacation is awesome. Like i can legit sleep to 12 in the afternon and not care. Don't end please XD
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| hmm its 12:29AM right now and eh i'm writing something to the public eye ^_~ haha
lately its all love movies and love songs cant help and get a tear in my eye.
I'm trying to distance myself... drama should be left to the tv shows and movies...
guitar lessons from me by me are making me proud.. haha the occasional taylor swift attempt makes me giggle and smile, although the blisters aren't helping hehe
homework is probably going to pile on me but im starting early!
heres to eating chocolate bunnies!!! haha
shopping is torture.. not that i don't like it... just bummed i can't get anything new to fit in XP
The Fray's album is actually pretty awesome
If Scrubs was in real life. I'd marry John Judy Dorian. :)
Geum Jan Di is a role model for girls everyone. KICK THAT ANNOYING BOY IN THE FACE! :) hahaha
Tennis deprived... so sad
Zombies... are actually pretty ohkay. when they don't try to eat your brains... XD
Caged Things can go out once in a while.... right?
If you can get all this i'll be quite impressed. theres your peek into my life currently enjoy the read :P
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| WOW its been like yeaaarssss....
ok months >.>....
SIX FLAGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS excited 
SPIDER MAN 3.... HOTNESS
HIRO NAKAMURA IS LIKE MY HUSBAND
I <3 friends 
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